Have you read the terms of agreement?
& most sickening, causing my stomach to turn is I didn’t want you for the future. I considered it at one point when I was happy with you, briefly. Shortly after, I realized there was a lot I’d have to compromise. Even with the decision being on my own terms, that doesn’t mean that the void the pain is absent. Rather it’s prominent and overwhelming for I knowingly agreed, shook my head in understanding and signed the dotted line.