October the 13th

I lost myself long ago… I did so consumed in the daily task and bullshit that life’s cards have dealt me. Uncertain of when to fold, I carry on with both the weight of the thoughts and opinions of others around me as well as my own burdens. All this alongside the over bearing weight of my own guilt of a troubled past and a couple of wrong decisions.

Miserable and blanked face. I walk around both expressionless and emotionless in my daily interactions. Where kisses are exchanged with my heart beat in tact and I deal with a broken self emotionally disturbed by events of a meaningless past and unpredictable future.

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